Sometimes I avoid making art. I'm not sure why this is, but I feel like it's something like avoidance coping. On the other side of that, if I don't doodle at least a little bit every day, I become an absolute basket case. And when I am drawing, I bite my fingernails till they bleed. Sometimes I swear I hate drawing, but I think that if that were true than it wouldn't bother me as much when Im spending way too much time washing dishes while my mind is on drawing.

Goodness, maybe Im avoiding right now!

I've been thinking a lot about Alice, or Dorothy and how they keep running from situations and for a while thats cool, but eventually they always come back to reality. Even if there aren't any talking animals.